Who the hell
am I?
Stats:
Age:16
Birth date: 09/18/86
Eye color: Gray
Hair color: Brown
Location: Pits of Hell
Height: 5'3"
Weight: 120
Goal: 95
Highest weight at this height: 145
Lowest weight at this height, more or less: 85
Eating Disorders: Anorexic for two months now, and from ages 10-13.
Msn: I need an ana or mia buddy ( cynicallaughter@hotmail.com
)
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My
Personality?
I first breathed air 16 years ago, where
exactly? you don't need to know. Since then I
have been designated the black sheep of my family. This label is permanent; I
can't erase it and I can't trade it in for a new one. I can bring home an 'A' in
Math, or an 'F'. I could bring home the Nobel Peace Prize and it wouldn't make
the slightest bit of difference.
I'm pretty complicated. But I bet that's what everyone says. I
really can't deny it, I am who I am. I'm pretty normal. I'm not that smooth type
of girl. I run into things, I trip, I spill food, I say stupid things, I
have my momentary lapses of idiocy. I really don't have it all together
I do not live by the rules and standard
of society. I like to help my friends when they're treated unfairly and I really
adore arguing with teachers. I never deny what I've done, no matter what; I'm
proud of it. My sense of justice doesn't find the proper ways, though what can I
say.
I'm a nice and honest person...and no, I'm not lying when I say that. When I'm
interested in something I get too obsessed with it, and so on. I'm usually
the quiet and shy type, except when I really have something to say.
I've been called cynical, true, pessimistic, also, I'm like "Wait
a sec, I have to smile? You never said anything about smiling". I
like to listen to people's problems and don't like betraying them. Bad traits?
I'm lazy and stupid, and. . . yeah.
I like drawing, music, reading, witting, obsessing over stuff, dreaming,
daydreaming, chatting, rambling, writing really long e-mails (my record is 22k),
researching about totally random stuff, making up words, sleeping, screaming,
brainstorming, doing random acts of kindness, animals that purr etc.
Absolutely
hates, Pop, Boy groups, fashion, short/ filthy pencils, animal killers, child
tormentors, nazis, cowards, arrogant people, and a whole lot more.
cynicallaughter@hotmail.com
